The World According to Aargh

Good question I have been searching for work for quite sometime and am still actively searching. I have had quite a few interviews even to the point where I have been called back for several more interviews for some positions. I try not to get my hopes up as I do want to remain positive no matter what happens. About two weeks ago I had 4 separate jobs(I was waiting to hear back from) which I had interviewed for and 2 which I was called back multiple times to “continue the process” with more interviews and tests. When you get called back multiple times it is hard not to get your hopes up.

Well Monday rolled around and about 9am I received the first call telling me thanks but no thanks, then about 10:45am another call same result. So what started as a nice Monday was turning pretty crappy so I checked my email in the early afternoon to see I had a message concerning one of the remaining two positions which consisted of one line saying “Thanks it was a pleasure to meet with you but we have found another candidate who better suited our needs.” Now Monday was becoming one of my least favorite days. Finally I received another message in the early evening letting me know that the last position I was in the running for had gone to another candidate. I am 0 for 4 and see nothing on the horizon, not a good state of affairs. So now I am very down and still trying to look at the positive side but it is extremely hard and I find myself wanting to strike out at anything which might be bothering me.

I have done something which for the life of me I cannot figure why and have probably alienated someone who has been a good friend to me and would avoid hurting at all costs. I sent an email to a friend and it was a poorly worded and contained a stupid message. Email is soo evil sometimes. I wish I could take back the last few weeks and have a mulligan but I know life does not give us mulligans so now that I been so stupid I have to live with the consequences.

I have no excuse and even though I have had no luck finding a job I will find something. I know everyone keeps telling me that but it is hard sometimes to experience so much rejection and not really see a light at the end of the tunnel.

All I can say is I am so sorry and if I am little down please understand I am trying my best and sometimes my emotions get the best of me. I truly value my friends.

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