Over the last while I have been doing a lot of thinking and some of my posts have been a little deep and little retrospective. I have a few ideas as to why I am being so introspective. I recently wrote about doing things outside my comfort zone and being challenged to make changes. I would consider them positive changes and some of the decisions I am considering could be life altering. Again not in a bad way but just a different path for me.
I am sorry if my posts are little too deep for some people but part of the reason I have this blog is to express my thoughts and feelings. In some way it is a therapy for me to be able to write my thoughts as I do not normally vocalize my thoughts and feelings to most people. In most cases I was the listener who my friends would come to when they want to talk. This does not really happen very often anymore as I know I have pushed people away over the last few years and have no idea why I have pushed my friends away. Part of why I have been doing so much thinking lately is just this reason. I have pushed people away and would like to know why and also reengage with my friends before the gap gets unsurmountable. All that I ask is that when I make a decision which is a direction change for me please understand and hopefully support me in my decisions.


